Category: Mental health

Feelings of emptiness & BPD.

I always experienced feelings of emptiness ever since I was young. It kept me awake at night and haunted me when I was playing with my friends. But I never had any idea what it meant and where it came from. It was like this dark, foggy cloud that followed me everywhere I…

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Forgive yourself for your past mistakes.

I was thinking of someone I used to love and care about deeply a few days ago. Someone that I mentioned once or twice here on my blog already. And I was thinking of how much I fucked up the relationship we had. Sure, they fucked it up too (big time), but I…

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ASMR 2023: Channels worth subscribing to.

It is 2023 and I am still a fan of ASMR. Matter of fact, it has become an even more significant part of my life. Such a big part that I want to write about it more often.  I am actually listening to it right now, as I write this. I also listen…

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Yes, I have Borderline. No, I am not crazy.

Although I sometimes call myself or my actions crazy, it really bothers me when someone else describes me as such. Because I know they mean it in a derogatory way, especially once they know that I have Borderline Personality Disorder. Yes, I have BPD.  I wrote about it before at length but today…

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How to be a better sister.

I have two amazing sisters whom I love and adore very much.  But I wasn’t always a good sister to them. Having BPD means that I sometimes lost it, acted mean and did things that hurt them deeply. I cannot change the past, but I can be a good sister in the present,…

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My BPD story: How it all began.

I figured I talked about my BPD story so much yet I didn’t really go deep into how it all began. That is why I want to share all about my childhood, adolescence and my crazy, crazy twenties. Shall we begin? I was born in a small coastal city called Koper, in Slovenia,…

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